I am ready to recognize my truth. I have the courage for this recognition. It brings me peace and development.'
Abuse/transgression can occur within my everyday level in many areas: sexuality, thought intrusions, brain structures, soul parts, emotions, power over religion, money, data, within myself through shifting levels... Such
encounters can be a strong indication that this dual structure of abuse (as victim and perpetrator) exists within me. Even if the experience arises in my everyday life, the origin can lie on many of my other levels.
How do I deal with it?
The first step is—I think you've done this many times—to bring both victim and perpetrator together within me, as a prerequisite for erasing this structure within me.
As long as this structure exists within me, it can also be recognized and used by other entities (terrestrial, extraterrestrial, inner-earth).
Transgressions of non-earthly boundaries are a broad topic. We often experience them only through dreamlike memories. However, these are colored by our thoughts. Perhaps there is consent to this on some level. Or perhaps non-earthly parts of myself are interested in it. Perhaps it is not a transgression of boundaries but rather a service in the broadest sense?
To find a decision about how to deal with it, I can connect with the level of my high understanding that oversees the entire chain of events and let this level decide for me in a coherent way.